Book Reviews

The Starling House by Alix E. Harrow

I read this book in about 2.5 hours, and I couldn’t get enough of it.

Alix E. Harrow has done it again. This story, much like The Ten Thousand Doors of January, hits on themes like belonging, loneliness, and the search for home.

As someone who’s lived on the outcasts and felt the sting of being alone, I connected deeply with characters like Opal and Arthur.

As the oldest daughter in an immigrant family, I felt Opal’s sense of responsibility keenly. I resonated deeply with Arthur’s sense of duty. Their sacrifices for their loved ones, their shame, and their dedication pulled me in from their very first scenes. Their stories tugged on parts of my heart I hadn’t expected to be affected in a story billed as a Gothic horror about a scary children’s book.

And in all fairness, this novel delivered the horror. I may be easily frightened, but I swear my palms were sweaty reading this book. I felt a strong sense of foreboding and this strange, fearful yearning every time I turned the page. I couldn’t get enough and was simultaneously too afraid to look at times. It’s rare for a story to be so captivating and alarming at once.

From eerie descriptions, wild twists, and solemn vows, this book has it all. You’ll come away with a deep appreciation for cleaning, petty theft, and even birds. Maybe.

If it wasn’t obvious enough, I loved this book entirely.

I look forward to whatever the author will write next.

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Resurrection for Real

Lol, I completely forgot this website existed! But I’m back again and ready to start screaming into the void!

I’m gonna use this website to help me read more books! As a working adult, reading for fun is harder than it used to be, and I really want to go back to my bookish roots!

I just read another Alix E. Harrow book, The Starling House, and it was a wonderful story, as expected! Review to follow when I have more energy!

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Resurrection

Hi lol!

I completely forgot about this blog! There’s been many changes to my life throughout the two years that I spent neglecting this project of mine, but I’m back and ready to roll lol! I’ve been through a break-up, completed grad school, gone through some rough situations, and am honestly pretty proud of my progress in life (for the most part lol!)

Book-wise however, I have not been as voracious a reader as I would have liked to be. In fact, I feel that I’ve read a very pitiful amount of books this year. Life can be kind of shitty and I’ve been having trouble doing things that are pleasurable because I always feel like I need to be productive. But I’m ready to dive in and I’m feeling pretty motivated! And hopefully, this level of motivation will stay because it’s not as if I’m returning during the New Year (a time where people often make promises or commitments they can’t really keep lol!)

I’m going to be more intentional about reading and writing, especially on this blog. I look forward to the challenge of writing and my goal is to write one post per week, whether it’s a book review or my random thoughts.

Anyway, thanks for coming on this journey with me! Wish me luck!

Book Reviews

The Ten Thousand Doors of January by Alix E. Harrow

Let me start of by saying that this book has a phenomenal cover.

Look at it. Breath it in. Feel the beauty of its cover deep in the very recesses of your mortal soul.

It’s just lovely. The doorway, the flowers, the font– it’s everything I adore in a strikingly mysterious and alluring cover. The cover was actually what initially attracted me to it. Prior to seeing it at my local Barnes and Noble’s, I literally hadn’t heard of the story due to how clueless I am about the current book community.

After opening it up, I was intrigued, especially at one of the reviews calling it an “…aching love letter to stories…”(Christina Henry, bestselling author or Alice and the Lost Boys). As someone who loves stories, I thought to myself, “Ah, right up my alley lol”.

The synopsis is as follows:

In a sprawling mansion filled with peculiar treasures, January Scaller is a curiosity herself. As the ward of the wealthy Mr. Locke, she feels little different from the artifacts that decorate the halls: carefully maintained, largely ignored, and utterly out of place.

Then she finds a strange book. A book that carries the scent of other worlds, and tells a tale of secret doors, of love, adventure and danger. Each page turn reveals impossible truths about the world and January discovers a story increasingly entwined with her own.

Reading this, I thought this book would be a sweet story about a young girl who goes on a cool adventure.

I was right. And also wrong. Not only did the heroine of our story, the young and lonely January Scaller, go on a perilous journey, but so did I, as the distant reader.

This book was a Door-way into a world beyond my imagining, rife with characters who stole my heart and never returned it. Assholes.

Let’s start with our heroes.

I love January Scaller, for all her standoffish behavior and her stubbornness. I love her for her loyalty, even to those who are vastly undeserving, as well as for the strength of her love for her friends and family. Not to say that I never disliked her. Oh there were a couple of times where I was like “really, January?”, but I think the aspects that I didn’t like made her more real.

I loved her dog, Bad, the yellow-eyed guard dog who stole the show with his bravery and  staunch defense of his inseparable companion.

Samuel Zappia, friend and subtle love interest, won me over with his sweetness and his belief in January, no matter how bleak their situation seemed.

Jane Irimu, rational and protective, is a character whose homesickness I felt keenly as an immigrant to the United States.

These are just a handful of the myriad of characters that bring this world to life.

Most of all, I love this story for it’s heart. Tackling subjects like paternalistic attitudes, colonialism, racism, forgiveness and capitalist greed is no easy task.

Ultimately, this story is about Doors. The Doors that exist throughout the our lives, the ones we go through to get to that great Unknown, hoping against all hope that a special Door will lead us to the life we always wanted to live. Doors are tricky by nature. Which Door should we choose? What if the Door home disappears? Would traveling to that mysterious beyond be worth the risk? But also, what about Doors that lead us home when our adventure is over? When we are battle-weary and eager to rest our heads on the softest of pillows?

January Scaller’s story is for every person who longs for a place to go home to — no matter how far our Doors take us.

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Thoughts

They say that people who have trouble sleeping are more intelligent. I don’t know if that’s true. I’ve never had trouble sleeping before. I just can’t seem to bring myself to sleep, and if I try I get scared of things that I know don’t exist. Sometimes, I can sleep quickly, but most of the time it takes a long while.